I don’t understand you muthaf**as anymore
It’s like what the f** you want me to do?
I guess be unhappy right?
It seems like you don’t understand
I’m on a mission
Trying to get us out this ghetto land
I seen mom shed tears for years
Trying to open my eyes
And all I did was keep finding ways
To load up my nine
Mama please forgive me
I swear it’s hurting my soul
I gotta swallow my pride
Cause you the queen of my throne
I feel alone
Shivering & cold
With no where to go
I just broke up with my girl
I got caught with them hoes
It’s been a month I haven’t seen my son
I feel like I’m done
I need affection baby girl
That’s why I’m searching for love
I close my eyes
Hoping this is just a bad dream
I’m slippin’ in to darkness
Jesus come & save me
Tell me it’s okay
I know I made mistakes
I wanna go away from this cloudy day
They tell me that I’m hopeless
Trying to break my focus
This hundred dollar deal sh**
Tells me they don’t know sh**
I’ve been gone a while away from you
And I hope you overstand
That I’ve got to do what I must do
To be a better man
Cause if I was just to act a fool
Do nothing with myself
Then all my blessings would be cursed
My world would crumble in
It’s a joy when I sit down
And think of the good times that we have
And what we do to make it through
When the good turns to the bad
Well I hope you’ll find it in your heart
And know these words are true
And please don’t fuss
Because I must go do what I must do
Hey baby don’t you worry
Even though the road is rocky
I’ll be coming home to you again
And if you thought that I was lost
I have to burn my cross
Now I’m free from all these chains
Been gone a while away from you
And I hope you overstand
That I’ve got to do what I must do
To be a better man
Cause if I was just to act a fool
Do nothing with myself
Then all my blessings would be cursed
My world would crumble in
Danny when you grow up
I’ll tell you where I been at
I’ll tell you what I been through
I’ll tell you where I lived at
Your daddy always loved you
Son your daddy always cared
No matter what your mom says
I’ll always be there
From the moment you was born
I always rocked you to sleep
My eyes couldn’t believe
You were just like me
I sell d**
I’ma thug
I come from the gutter
Just an ordinary gangsta
I’ma hood muthaf**a
I got a little talent
So my friends mad at me
They hate me low key
When I consider them family
Your hand shake
Ain’t really matching your smile
You use to hug me before
But I could give a f** now
Walking with my head down
Trying to act like it’s cool
But my tears keep falling
When I think about you
I just wish you could support my lifestyle
You pushed me away
But girl I’m needing you right now
I’ve been gone a while away from you
And I hope you overstand
That I’ve got to do what I must do
To be a better man
Cause if I was just to act a fool
Do nothing with myself
Then all my blessings would be cursed
My world would crumble in
I’ve been gone a while away from you
And I hope you overstand
That I got to do what I must do
To be a better man