Back on the sh**
Had to pa** on a b**h
She said show me the real you
I said i been trying
Open up my eyes
I just wanna get to feel you
I just wanna get bit a healing this pain
Eases when you call my name
No ceilings, k**ing insecurities
Blurry vision, no concern
I just yearn, the world could be burning
Outside the window, only see the flames in you
Im the rain and you’re the dew
In the meadow, crystal clear
The weather changes, im impatient
Double it up, its really never enough
I take it in and choke it down and only feelin a buzz
I bust pack after pack keep a stash in the back
I went overboard I dont know where I been at
And I can’t even look at myself i been suffering
So much, I choke and I love it, dont give a f**
About myself and Im over it
Overdose, and I become a ghost
Of what I once was, I got one love
I got one life, but I dont even give a f** about
A sunrise
And If I die tonight, I swing side to side
And hang by the pride, that I used to have
Once upon a time, I was fine, and my mind was right but
Now im only sad
Seratonin missing
I swear I never listen
Now Im staring ceiling
I can feel it bout to kick in, since
I was 9 years old I knew right then I
Had no soul
Where was god at when he took my mama
From me, on my own
I been zonin, this hole in my chest is open
So wide open so deep
Interfereing with my sleep
Look in the mirror feel so weak
Im
Stutterin and mumbling and running from the old me
Dope to cope, no hope, stay afloat, im so
Overloaded with these woes I’d hope its over
Noone knows it can’t even speak right
Living this bleek life
Livin in the fast lane, blind no street lights
Hope you recover soon you need to hear this
GET THE FUCK OVER IT YOU’RE SO PATHETIC
PASSED OUT IN YOUR BED ILL EMBED IT INSIDE OF YOU
UNTIL YOU SEE WHATS IN FRONT OF YOU
AND ITS MORE THAN A PRESCRIPTION
I CANT CURE THE ADDICTION BUT I CAN
GET YOU OFF YOUR ASS AND SHOW YOU WHAT
YOUVE BEEN MISSING
SO FUCK THAT PLACE YOU CALL HOME
EVICTION NOTICE IM OVERTHROWING
YOUR NOTION TO STAY BROKEN
HOPE YOU CHOKE ON EMOTION
FROM ALL THESE WORDS THAT IVE SPOKEN
UNTIL YOU CANT EVEN BREATHE BITCH
IM SORRY YOU GON LEARN TODAY
LOOK ME IN MY FUCKIN FACE
Look at your self
Only give a sh** about yourself, nobody else
Will be there to save you honestly I hate what you’ve become
Can’t stress it enough depression s**s
I been there and I’ve done that
Thought about took a minute put the gun back
Put the bar above my head and then I unracked
But you lack balls, you’re a weak b**h
Try to blame it on the past, no secrets
And I see that you’re mad, but I mean this
Im the voice in your head, Im the demon
Give me a reason that I shouldn’t beat
The f** out of that empty head
Too late you’ve done that so much
You might as well be dead
Dont give a f** what you think
You dont give a f** what you mean
I’ll rip that smirk off of your face
I swear its nothing to me
You live your life like a zombie
Walking dead like you’re only
Searching for substance
You’re under the water
You won’t resurface
GET THE FUCK OVER IT YOU’RE SO PATHETIC
PASSED OUT IN YOUR BED ILL EMBED IT INSIDE OF YOU
UNTIL YOU SEE WHATS IN FRONT OF YOU
AND ITS MORE THAN A PRESCRIPTION
I CANT CURE THE ADDICTION BUT I CAN
GET YOU OFF YOUR ASS AND SHOW YOU WHAT
YOUVE BEEN MISSING
SO FUCK THAT PLACE YOU CALL HOME
EVICTION NOTICE IM OVERTHROWING
YOUR NOTION TO STAY BROKEN
HOPE YOU CHOKE ON EMOTION
FROM ALL THESE WORDS THAT IVE SPOKEN
UNTIL YOU CANT EVEN BREATHE BITCH
IM SORRY YOU GON LEARN TODAY
LOOK ME IN MY FUCKIN FACE