[Verse]
Grew up by myself, all alone, only child
Mamma worked for Uncle Sam so she was missing for a while
Granny took me in and in a way she took her place
Cuz when she finally came home, barely recognize her face
I ain’t know my daddy, it was hard growing up
So when It came to a n***a, I ain’t really gave a f**
And when I finally dated, I picked all the wrong guys
Got my a** beat daily, hid my tears with the smile
I got pregnant at 15, abortion was the remedy
I kept it all a secret, I was scared of what they think of me
I ain’t want to disappoint my mamma, we was kinda getting close
Out of everybody in my life I knew she hurt the most
So I s**ed it up and kept pushing
Didn’t recognize the girl in the mirror kept looking
I would get faded to escape real life
I was so sad, attempted suicide twice
And ain’t no shame in my game I’m a new me now
I in the [?] with the haters, Imma do me now
Ain’t a b**h in the world that can hold me down
Got my chin up n***a and my ten toes down