No one’s gonna love you like I do…
[Chorus: Repeat 2x]
I can’t stop drinking about you
I gotta let go of the pain
I can’t stop drinking about you
Without you I ain’t the same
[Verse: Ryan Oakes]
You wouldn’t believe, you never could see
My potential and everything I saw in me
Why couldn’t you be the girl just for me
But instead you was f**in’ with multiple thieves
You never gave me a reason of why you were cheatin’
You left me so heated, you never so leaded
You acted like you were an over-achievement
And now I’m repeating the play
Late in my bed
When I feel alone and you cross in my head
You ripped me apart, now a part of me is dead
I still think of sh** that I wished that I’d said
Here to digress, and let it digest
Continued to keep everything repressed
And let it compress until I’m depressed
And I snap on a track
And put in a rap all the things I confess
And I swear you had it set
You weren’t right so I got up and left
You poured the poison I swallowed: regret
I couldn’t expect it from you when you lack self-respect
And just know: I really hate it
You set it up, impossible to save it
I never liked my name until I heard you saw it
My love took a corner now it’s time to go pay it
I’m paying my dues, drunk in a club so numb
?? my lungs, k**ing my brain cells ’til I go dumb
This sh** gets old but I’m still so young
Now where to go, now what to do?
Anything to stop me from thinking of you
I’m grabbing a case, take it straight to the face
Then I’m hitting this vape and forgetting the truth
[Chorus: 2x]
[Verse: Ryan Oakes]
All of the pain, all of the hurt
All of the change, all of the work
I thought I got could keep it to myself
But I’mma but it in a verse:
I put you first, you put me second
What I deserved wasn’t a message
Saying that ‘Ryan, I’m sorry I cheated again’
And I’d lie if I say I wasn’t expecting it
The record you left it was permanent
We couldn’t make it through the turbulence
These other girls give me encouragement
But I don’t believe in the permanence
What do I do, I can’t feel
I can’t sit down cause I can’t sit still
I’m worried that every person that comes into my life
Would be fake when I thought they were real
Ain’t got no trust, everyone lies
Patiently waiting to see a demise
They would rather see me fall than to go get it all
But at least I went out and I tried
What’s on your mind, when you listen to these tracks
Do you think it’s funny I think I can rap
Do you ever stop and regret what has pa**ed
Do you think that if you were loyal we’d last
Well now that it’s all over b**h I’m moving on I said it
When I said I f**ing hate you girl I hope you know I meant it
Cause the only thing you ever did was make me look pathetic
Now it’s up to me to make to make sure that you regret it
[Chorus 4x]