Uh, I’ve been through trials and tribulations been a while since I was saved and I mgith smile on rare occasions/
This mess won’t leave me depressed and I know I need rest in this season of stress felt no recess since evil has crept and the bar is set ain’t leaving the nest/
How could I leave a woman I love in that bad moment I hate?/
There was no one near that I trust, I place my hand over my face/
I need grace more I gotta taste joy/
Embrace lord fill this great void/
Heard em sing with that great noise/
I want the real thing and no fake toy/
Face it man I can’t make it/
Once had a basic plan but can’t take it/
Was outspoken now I’m evasive these are my growing pains just like Jason/
Ain’t it real though, when I feel low/
d**h knocked hard on that steel door/
What you think I rap real for, groupie chicks and plaques steel gold?/
Ahh, if that was me why would I grieve and act unfacetiously /
Why would I speak and leak this speech/
But buy in that peace and appease this piece/
Ride on a beach like things is peach/
Rhyme over beats and feed this beast/
No that ain’t me no ease is seen/
Man, I wanna be where Jesus be
Only the Lord knows, the trouble and struggle that I seen all through my life
I walk down the cross road, the light in the tunnel made me know all will be right
Plus He’ll never gimme – more than I can bear – God will never gimme – more than I can bear – Plus His grace is still sufficient listen
Uh, I’ve been through tribulations and trials/
Been a while since I’ve been on this ran and from this space I’ve ran miles/
Ever had that distaste in your mouth/
Or felt so displaced in your house/
Then bear the appearance of one who has lost his parents this weight that I pile/
Is feeling heavy than most and I barely can boast/
Rarely can coast as I’m hearing my foes/
Weary and weak as I carry the load/
Ain’t I close to Christ like Mary and Jo/
Why all the pain, why all the strain?/
Sadness is rife and ripe on my brain/
I ain’t the type to hype all the same/
I’m living for Christ and d**h is the gain/
Man I know that now, Paul wrote that down/
I ain’t alone on this road right now/
God’s on the throne I know that He knows everything that I go through, His close might sound/
That He is not but His shown different/
Gotta known system that shows wisdom/
Sanctifies every known Christian/
Suffering draws us close with Him/
I know that His here and He hears and I know that His near it appears/
I’m scared more Lord quench my fears, wipe my tears, hold my peers/those who adhere despite slight sneers/
Till You appear and Your light’s right there/
One thing’s in bold that’s YHWH cares/
He’ll never give more than I can bear – yeah!