Story of my life,
Searching for the right,
But it keeps avoiding me.
Sorrow in my soul,
Because it seems that wrong,
Really loves my company.
He’s more than a man,
And this is more than love,
The reason that the sky is blue.
The clouds are rolling in,
Because I’m gone again,
And to him I just can’t be true.
And I know that he knows I’m unfaithful,
And it kills him inside,
To know that I am happy,
With some other guy.
I can see him dying.
I don’t wanna do this anymore,
I don’t wanna be the reason why,
Everytime I walk out the door,
I see him die a little more inside.
I don’t wanna hurt him anymore,
I don’t wanna take away his life.
I don’t wanna be…
A murderer.
I feel it in the air,
As I’m doing my hair,
Preparing for another date.
A kiss upon my cheek,
As he reluctantly,
Asks if I’m gonna be out late.
I say I won’t be long,
Just hanging with the girls,
A lie I didn’t have to tell.
Because we both know,
Where I’m about to go,
And we know it very well.
‘Cause I know that he knows I’m unfaithful,
And it kills him inside,
To know that I am happy,
With some other guy.
I can see him dying.
I don’t wanna do this anymore,
I don’t wanna be the reason why,
Everytime I walk out the door,
I see him die a little more inside.
I don’t wanna hurt him anymore,
I don’t wanna take away his life.
I don’t wanna be…
A murderer.
Our love,
His trust,
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head,
Get it over with.
I don’t wanna do this,
Anymore, ooooooh, anymore.
I don’t wanna do this anymore,
I don’t wanna be the reason why,
And everytime I walk out the door,
I see him die a little more inside
I don’t wanna hurt him anymore,
I don’t wanna take away his life.
I don’t wanna be…
A murderer.
Oooh.
A murderer.
No, no, no.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.